October 1st, 2012
I have begged and she hasn’t answered. The whales are swimming deep inside me and she doesn’t help. I need help. All the monsters in the world are inside me instead of outside me. I’ve been tricked and trapped and they are inside my walls not outside my walls inside with me and she won’t help me. When I stop thinking about a muscle it shakes. When I stop thinking about a fear it leaps at me. I’m drowning but the lake keeps getting deeper and deeper and deeper and I don’t know how to get out the walls go up forever and I can’t climb over and I can’t break through and she won’t talk to me.
Songmaster by Orson Scott Card

∞10:27 pm, by lostinthesounds ∩30
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